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Do I Dare Imagine

   

Copyright 1997 & 2000

 
 

Songs - to hear a sample, click on the desired song

1. They Tell Me I'm Sick

2. Magnificat

3. Woman, why are you Weeping?

4. Do I Dare Imagine?

5. Rats in the Cellar

6. I Want to Swim with the Dolphins

7. Lake of Tears

8. The Fear is Great

9. The Train

10. You Listen to me Deeply

     
               

Liner Notes

I first met Maria Logis in a writing workshop I was teaching. She came into class with an autobiographical manuscript of quite remarkable depth, a life-or-death tale in which the surrender to faith is made through music that restores both body and soul. The narrative prose of the early draft was a bit rough, but I could not help noticing the powerful poetics of her lyric passages drawn from music therapy sessions with Alan Turry. In song after song, Maria used simple, intimate language and deft repetition of key phrases to chart a terrifying and enlightening journey into the body and its history of suffering and redemption. Early in our work I noted that these passages were the core of her story, that they represented the creative intuition of her artistic identity. The songs on this CD would be a stunning achievement for any artist; that they would arise in the imagination of a middle-aged human resources manager with almost no musical training or creative experience is quite miraculous. 

 
 

 

This is soul music of the highest order. Even in the precise and sensitive arrangements for keyboard and strings, the improvisational genesis informs both songs and singing. Maria has a natural ease with blue notes and jazzy phrasing. Her alto quavers, floats, moans and testifies, sometimes all within the same song. She is a lover of gospel who draws on the music of the Orthodox Church and the folk music from the mountains of Greece. Her strongest affinity, however, is with jazz and opera. The songs are acts of witness to the ordeal of living. Many are lamentations, blue in spirit if not form. All of them express a transformation of the soul, from passive victim to creative artist, and of the body from sickness to health. Her discovery of her true voice is recounted in these songs, and their real power is not that they portray a personal confession but that they enact a fundamental spiritual process. In order to be whole, each of us must find our true voice, whether we are singers, poets, accountants, or bus drivers. By so boldly stepping forth in an act of faith, Maria not only changes herself but is the agent of change in her audience. She has chosen to face death singing—her peculiar duende, the flamenco singer's fierce devotion to life in spite of loss—and by doing so transcends the fear that silences too many of us daily.

 

Though this music is beautiful, it is sometimes not "pretty." It is often about sadness and pain, but it is not self-pitying. It expresses doubt, yet finds faith. Maria's lyrics are simple and direct, but their meanings are as deep as the oceans in which her dolphins swim. If you listen closely, with an open heart, you might just find yourself swimming with those dolphins, as she did.

 

Gary Keenan

Poet and Writer

New York City, March 2002